01. Right Now

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down

Why's everything so tame?
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

RIGHT NOW Can't find a way to get accross the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW I'm feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you
RIGHT NOW I rip apart the things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW I can't control myself, I fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound

So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

RIGHT NOW Can't find a way to get accross the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW I'm feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you
RIGHT NOW I rip apart the things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW I can't control myself, I fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it...

Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up...

SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, I'LL FUCK YOU UP!

RIGHT NOW Can't find a way to get accross the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW I'm feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you
RIGHT NOW I rip apart the things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW I can't control myself, I fucking hate you

I fucking hate you!
I fucking hate you! (SHUT UP!)

SHUT UP!

02. Break Some Off

I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I find making it hard to lie
Realize nothing is left inside

ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
Going to lose my mind
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
I feel I'm feeling fine
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
No it won't be fine
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF

My lie, is going to hurt you
My fate, is not going to wait this time
I play, games just to spite you
I know, you're going to believe this time

ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
Going to lose my mind
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
I feel I'm feeling fine
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
No it won't be fine
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF

FEEL ME AS I'M LAUGHING,
LEAVING, EATING, FUCKING
HATING ALL THIS BULLSHIT
MAYBE I CAN'T STAND THIS
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK
I can't stand this...FUCK!

ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
Going to lose my mind
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
I feel I'm feeling fine
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF
No it won't be fine
ABOUT TO BREAK SOME FUCKING OFF

03. Counting On Me

Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh God, the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage

You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make the pain

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You suck the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down

You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make the pain

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You suck the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

Could it really be the day, today?
Does this really mean the problems go away?
I'm gonna have to hurt this time

RIGHT NOW!
I take in all I can now
RIGHT NOW!
You've torn us all part
RIGHT NOW!
There is nothing you can do to stop me

RIGHT NOW!

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You suck the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

04. Here It Comes Again

Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they'll maybe end up dead

Feeling it rattle, what can I say?

Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can't fucking give in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win? (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again

Silent, it goes away
Patient, oh really should I stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead

Feeling it rattle, what can I say?

Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can't fucking give in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again

Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how

Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I'm don't know how?

HERE WE GO AGAIN (AGAIN)

Feeling it rattle, what can I say?

Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can't fucking give in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again

05. Deep Inside

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I have to let it out before it's too late
Deep inside (It can hide)

Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie. "I'm okay"
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep inside (It can hide)

Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to me

Look, look at me now
Now

Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I CAN'T STAND ALL OF THIS FUCKING PAIN
PLEASE GOD JUST GO AWAY
PLEASE GOD JUST MAKE THE PAIN

06. Did My Time

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside, where do I begin?
My mind is laughing at me

Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we suppose to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I've got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me

Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we suppose to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really Tried
I did my time

I did my time

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Oh God, the anger's changing me!

07. Everything I've Known

Away, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time,
We'll bury all this pain
And we'll awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
THEN WE FIGHT

Hey, I know.
Feels like I've lost everything that I've known.
I cannot survive alone.
Feels like I've lost everything that I've known

Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
THEN WE FIGHT

Hey, I know.
Feels like I've lost everything that I've known.
I cannot survive alone.
Feels like I've lost everything that I've known

I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong...

Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved by my pride
Can we be again?

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
THEN WE FIGHT

Hey, I know.
Feels like I've lost everything that I've known.
I cannot survive alone.
Feels like I've lost everything that I've known

08. Play Me

(Nas)
Everybody's an Enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me?
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't 'f' with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching nakedd women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television

(Trust) nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
(Fuck) Everybody this is to all of ya'll
Cause everybody is an enemy

(Nas)
Watching my own back strapped in chrome, to my homies
Wwhere the tombstones at? Where the hoes at?
Cause to many didn't act like dykes, hermaphrodites with benzene, amen
Look at the trash they biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman on Apollo theater
Imagine that another black with a hook who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm enraged

(Trust) nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
(Fuck) Everybody this is to all of ya'll
Cause everybody is an enemy

(Jonathan)
You fill your lies around me
and you think you've won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done

You think that you can take me
you think that you can play me
you're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me

(Trust) nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
(Fuck) Everybody this is to all of ya'll
Cause everybody is an enemy

09. Alive

I cannot ever find a way
To throw these darkened thoughts away
Need a place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday
Guess that's the price I have to pay
For what's inside my mind

ALIVE

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive

ALIVE

Little things tempt me everyday
Cause the pain is how I like to play
Better not cross that line
Voices in my head I didn't say
It's something I cant throw away
What's inside my mind

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive

I bide my time
I'm intertwined
I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind
(feeling so alive)

ALIVE

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive

10. Let's Do This Now

Run away no where
Too chicken shit to face
I'm gonna go there
The fear I cannot taste
You think you got me (you laugh)
You're gunna tumble down (you laugh)
Keep coming for me (fuck off)
I'll drop you on the ground

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, my fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

You're gunna feel how (alright)
I really am with you (you're right)
You're going no where (must stop)
Don't really know what to do (you're right)
It's going to go on (fuck off)
Until you run away (alright)
You can't control me
You best do it my way (you won)

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now [x2]

Don't you know that, you can't touch me?
Don't you know that, you can't bring me down?
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that...

LINE!

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

11. I'm Done

We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no one's around

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you allmake me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
It has been lead astray
I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does it have to end this way?

Feeling numb, so long
Oh God it's just everything
It's everything
Now I pray for all of them to go away

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

12. Ya'll Want A Single

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that

What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking the need to bow down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that

We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All Across the world you think we're to found
All Across the world you're breaking you down

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, FUCK THAT SHIT

FUCK

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that

13. When Will This End

Spinning inside, rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
WHEN WILL THIS END?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside, alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
WHEN WILL THIS END?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right through
My God I hate this. Always take shit, and I let this go on.
Why can't I break this? I just hate this as this goes on and on

END
WHEN WILL THIS END?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

One [Hidden Track]

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell