Blame

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are.

04. Hollow Life

Feeding the fall
I can't help but desire all
Falling down this time
Deep in this hole am I making
I can't escape
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Fearing to fall and
Still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vain, asking why
All alone.
Where is God? Looking down?
We don't know

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace I have found

What to say?
Am I alive?
Am I asleep?
Or have I died?

(Wanting Peace)
We fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down,
Death may come,
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life,
Am I asleep?
We fall down.

We come to this place
Falling through time,
Living a hollow life,
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs,
Hollow lives...

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vain, asking why
All alone.
Where is God? Looking down?
We don't know

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace I have found

05. Bottled Up Inside

It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I quitting?
Screaming, nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out

Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing? Am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.

I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt's rising
Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out
It's not kosher feeling like I'm on my way out

Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing? Am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.

I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy? You fucked up my mind
You're going to pay this time

I'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

06. Thoughtless

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's done to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's done to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

07. Hating

My life is such a waste
Begging for something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed?

I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find

I cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So why can't I replace, feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?

I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find

All my feelings have been eating onto me
Feed inside, is there something wrong with me?

I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I'll take what's mine)

Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find

08. One More Time

Always it's coming
an here starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved?
Each time it happens it's always the same
I look down and then starts to fall

And all I see it burned my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over (taking all that's mine)
One more time.

Always it's teasing
Sometimes I lose faith
Where is my strength to hold on?
Facing existence, how can I relate?
Do I stand clear or move on?

And all I see it burned my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over (taking all that's mine)
One more time..

Falling through this space in time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen

why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness, is this hell?
Falling towards this hole I see
This is how it has to be.

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over (taking all that's mine)
One more time.

One more time

09. Alone I Break

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come? (Am I gonna leave this place?)
Is it only black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess God's up in this place
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come? (more to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

10. Embrace

Blood is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really keep fuckin' with me?
There's no where else to go!

So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot find my way

You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and now to death's embrace)

My life, worry, lifeless story
Give up, beating
I'll start, bleeding

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really keep fuckin' with me?
There's no where else to go!

So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot find my way

You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and now to death's embrace)

Embrace,

What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes sense at all.
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall.

I'm bringing me down...

You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and now to death's embrace)

11. Beat It Upright

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.

The time is right
I want to feel it good and tight.
I've got to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it upright.

I'll behave
Oh my God, make me beg, my God

Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my God) (get down)
Come and beat my ass just for fun (get down/my God/get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (my God) (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.

The time is right
I want to feel it good and tight.
I've got to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it upright.

We're going on a ride
I'm gunna turn you inside out upside down
Don't try to run and hide,
Yes it's true what they say about my kind.

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.

The time is right
I want to feel it good and tight.
I've got to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it upright.

12. Wake Up Hate

We've got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna fuck you up

I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

You gotta get it straight
We're gunna give it up
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

I am the burden of my everything,
an open scar
I'll be reborn in hatred,
feeling I can't love no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

We've got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna fuck you up

I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

You gotta get it straight
We're gunna give it up
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

I am the falling of my happiness
it is no more
Stop loving, I'm still hating
till I can not hate no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

I'm, I am filthy
wasted piece of shit

I am disgusting
take me, away

We've got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna fuck you up

I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

You gotta get it straight
We're gunna give it up
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gunna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

13. I'm Hiding

Maybe I'm insane
walking on a wire
Maybe I'm the same
Nothing can take me higher
Tell me where to start
Think I'm at the end
Right now, feeling pain
Make it go away

Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm a Liar
Maybe we're the same
Nothing can stop the fire
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away

These places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces haunting me I'm looking back
and they are mine

I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could die

I'm trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly

Maybe I'm insane
walking on a wire
Maybe I'm the same
Nothing can take me higher
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away

These places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces haunting me I'm looking back
and they are mine

I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could die

I'm trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly

14. No One's There

You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they'll be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced?

Oh I wish that I could see,
How I wish that I could fly
From all the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can't it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No one's there.

To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
They don't see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what's in store

Oh I wish that I could see,
How I wish that I could fly
From all the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can't it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No one's there.

To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you? My soul is bleeding
I am searching, am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time